Sunday, November 30, 2008

Wisdom from Kung Fu Panda???

OK.. Don't give up on me yet and I haven't turned in my Savior Jesus for Buddah. I recently watched this movie with my children and sat down prepared for the usuall no plot, same old same old, worn out theme for kids movies. Well, Iwasn't totally surprised. As a matter of fact I didn't even sit down on the first run of the movie. I got bored so what did I do? I washed dishes and cleaned a kitchen. Not usually what I do when bored out of my mind. Fast forward to the next night when the new-to-us video was begged for agian.....

This time the kitchen was cleaned, dishes put up and dessert served. I settled in once again and watched. OK OK you know me better than that. I sat with the kids in the same room but brought my calendar and home school week with me. I listened half way and then came a part when my son said" This is where the turtle dies mom." I wanted to make sure this wasn't some Buddah nonsense I was going to have to explain to a Sunday School teacher so I watched. And this is where the wisdom comes in....

If you haven't seen the movie I might spoil it for you but check this out....The turtle is talking to Shifu(don't know what he is) and tells him to stop trying to change the panda. You see the panda wasn't what Shifu thought he should be. Not the ferocious warrior type. The turtle tells him basically ( I am paraphrasing here)

"you might have hoped for a peach but you have an apple tree. No matter how you try you cannot change a peach tree to an apple tree. It hit me right there. Do I do that with my children? I know I have.

Has the Lord given me a peach trees and I am working my tail off trying to make then into apples. We all have an idea of what we want our children to be ,or sometime when they are acting up, not to be. We didn't ordain their future. The Lord has. He know what he has planned for our children. They were His before they were our. They are only a gift, on loan to train in godliness, to glorify Him and learn how to worship Him so when we get to heaven the can do what they were taught to do on earth.

Seek the Lord when it come to your children(I am talking to myself here) The little habits or tendencies that bother you just might be what the Lord has instilled in them to do their calling . I am hoping the hard headedness that occupies some of my children will be what God uses for them to stand firm for Him. Maybe the gentleness that is in my children is for reaching the homeless with a gentle heart. I shouldn't look at their ways as a bad thing just because it isn't what I have in mind for them.

Proverbs 24:14 says" Wisdom is sweet to your soul; if you find it, there is a future of hope for you, and your hope will not be cut off."

So what if you have an apple, orange or even a nut tree. Let's spend our energy into pruning, watering, and shaping our trees into ones that reflect a home that loved them and wanted God's best for them. Not ours.

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Me...alone and still. I hate being alone or still

This may cause some of you to chuckle. The reason is because between a husband, 4 children, 2 dogs and three fish(and a mouse I think has decided to stay) there is hardly time or space to be lonely. With my hubby working offshore(more as of late) I get lonely for his company. My hubby isn't a big talker but it is nice to share things with him and get his male point of view. I also don't like the fact that I seem to be going to my 12 year old daughter who seems to be more wise than I am. I tell her more often lately, " Baby you were right about that." Humble pie for dessert anyone?

But I am just not one of those people who relish in being alone. Now don't get me wrong, I do like occasionally when the kids are down and I can grab a magazine and read ALL the articles. I also like being able to get a bath when no one is awake to ask me questions. My hubby could go fishing for a week with no one and be fine. But in general being alone is not one I welcome. I don't know why that is.

But as I have been searching for God's take on all of my "aloneliness"(not sure that is a word but you catch my drift) He wants me to "be still and know that he is God." It tells us lots in the Psalms to be still and know(Psalm 46:10), be still and rest(Psalm 37:7) also in Isaiah, Jeremiah you get it. To be still and rest, with Him. My audience of One. I have already stated how in my natural being I don't like these things. Guess comes wisdom I pass to my kids..... God doesn't want us to be natural. He wants us to be supernatural. Anyone can be naturally this or that. But if God's Holy Spirit lives in us we have that power to be more than natural. We are over comers of what we "feel" like we can be. I want more.

I need more margin in my life. To be still and know that He is God. Steven Curtis Chapman has a great song after this thought. Be still is the name of the song . See if you can find it and play it often as a reminder of why God gave us 2 ears and 1 mouth.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Whose kid am I?

For those who know me they know I struggle to be a godly woman. I mean a fast brain and a big mouth with no yield sign......recipe for disaster. I struggle with anxiety, loneliness, being quiet and still before God and anyone else for that matter. I also know that I have traits from my earthly parents that I love and....welll....wish I didn't have. But who do I belong to anyway? I am an expensive purchase bought by the blood of my precious heavenly Father. He loves me and tells me I have enough power through Him to do all things because He strengthens me. I am embarking on an online Bible study about being a woman He has called me to be. A Proverbs 31 woman. This works for me because I can do this at my leisure. I am already a week behind but not to worry. I hope to get out of this nothing but pure truth. The truth of who I am not based on what I feel like it that day but because He said I can be it. I have studied these scriptures before but I pray these words fall fresh on my needy soul and it will because God's word is the Living Word. It is Alive. The words in Proverbs are wonderful but scary. They give us a standard and yet once we know it the Word says we cannot walk away unchanged or we are FOOLS. I don't know about you but I have been foolish about too much for too long. Anyway,....I am looking for true wisdom. I don't know about you but I cannot think of a better place to find it.

Friday, September 12, 2008

In the beginning

I am by no means a writer. I don't even know how I thought I could start blogging with a 5 week old baby in a sling and 3 others making homemade kites in our 30 mph tropical storm winds. I just feel like I need a reason to capture each moment and remember the days going ons. The days of a homeschool mom seem to run into each other. I want to be purposefull with my days and right now for me, blogging daily(or every so often) will help me capture my daily activites and make them memorable. I even beat my girlfriend April to blogging. How did that happen April? Well, here it goes..... Don't leave nasty comments....God aint done with me yet.